Book three.    It is my all time favorite story of her's.    I loved all the aspects of it and none of my favorite characters hadn't died in that one.    It had a semi-happy ending.    Plus you got to learn a big piece of Potter history in regards of the map and who was who.

Well I would give enough money to be able to pay off my parents' debts.   Then I would put the rest of the money in various organizations like "I Wish" fund,  because I believe at least, that it is a worthy cause.      Then split the rest of it in various organizations that deal with health issues and try to find cures.   After all, health is very important.   Cancer cures are most important, I have a lot of relatives who have that in their genetics.

Wow I haven't posted in forever.     Well here's to saying... I'm alive!

( Endar Spire Edition )( Endar Spire Edition )

Wow!   Been forever since I posted here.   Okay well I finally got myself a laptop and after about... Five years?      I finally get to play KotOR on PC. I am totally inlove with mods, though it sucks you can't add voiced dialogue for the PC (player character).     However I'm loving Allronix's extended dialogue... The dialogue added is just... Awesome.    I haven't gotten off Taris yet with the extended dialogue yet.    Seems that the mods just want to clash which kinda sucks.    Some of the extended dialogue seems like it came straight off Allronix's KotOR fanfiction.

Brotherhood of Shadow was fun to play, though it did tend to clash with other mods. >.<

This actually puts me in the mood to want to write KotOR fanfiction. :)

You know what, I don't think I know exactly how to deal with people. My dad went to the doctor and they told him he had three years to live. That or lose 60 pounds in 2 months. All I said was... "Okay."

Something has to be wrong with me... I didn't cry, I didn't even bat an eyelash. Shouldn't I be reacting to this... Also my dad discovered he's a full blown diabetic. I have to wonder if I'm not one too. I'm prone to migraines and a little after eating, my stomach feels completely messed up.

Is it normal to not react to hearing your dad may not be around for much longer? 

 I truely miss that euphoria I had once had, right before my baptism and the month after it.      I was so open to christianity then, so open to the word of God, I truely felt it in my heart.   I can feel it now now that I want to follow that path but unsure how to really get there.   I haven't been to church in so long... I intend to change that now.

I have always wanted to be a good person and I feel now if I repent, that I will be able to do it.    I know I'm going to fall again, it's human nature, but I feel it now that I will be successfully go back to God.     I just need to move faster back to the church than I have been.   I know that my sins will be forgiven.

I just wish I had another Christian to turn to these days my age that I could talk with these sort of issues I'm having.     Maybe I will have luck soon.


God bless.

 I am slightly annoyed about this.    When your family can spot specific parts of your personality that you are disregarding.    Naturally my family knows me better than I know myself. >.<    Though my "seeking justice" out there persona only comes out when people are being treated unfairly, otherwise anti-social. >.<   Plus they are right, I'm agoraphobic... That means I have extreme anxiety up to the point of panic attacks.   I've been like this since November.    So I find it hard to sleep at all.    I don't like sleeping in the dark anymore.    It's amazing how much one's own mind and body are your worst enemies.

Let me show you what I mean from examples at a rating community: 

Strong Points: I am maticulous and driven for things that are really important to me.   I am very self aware.   I am loyal to my family first and foremost.  I have a good deal of artistic talent, and alot of ideas that seem popular amongst friends.   I will go out of my way to help a family member or a close friend.  I am a very stubborn point of view, I won't change.   If something is really important me I retain the facts for years on end, like I can still remember the important facts of my favorite tv shows.    I know it would be irrevalent to others but it was important to me when I was a teenager.    If I believe in something, really and truely believe in it, I have a great deal of conviction in it.     I am always open to new ideas.   I am also considered a tad bit weird, I march to the beat of my own drummer.

Weak Points:  I'm considered agoraphobic, though not to the extreme where I'm confined to my house.   I just have extreme anxiety which kinda gets in the way of real life.  There's also the fact I don't always eat what I should and don't like exercising.  Extreme self-conscious but I won't do anything to correct it.   I always think, if a person doesn't like me for me then why should I bother.   I'm passive-aggressive, I don't like to be in conflicts.   I have a very dependent personality and don't like going without human contact for very long points of of time.  I am weird as I said and sometimes people can't follow my train of thought.


Well as far as rating communities go, I am not going to change my answers that have already been done, I'll just have to continue as I have done but be more analytical when I think about it.   I hate logic side of the brain when inputting this stuff.  I HATE LOGIC.

Alright I have my own little community I'm starting up called narutomatchup where you can get matched up with a boyo/girl from the Naruto Manga/Anime. The reason anime applies, you could get matched up with someone from a filler but it's very unlikely.

Please join!

It is so easy to distract me!   Well firstly with school totally sucks and come Fall, my dad is going back into college.    Just to be a pain in a rear to the professors, my dad and I are going to take at least ONE class together.   It should hillarious because my dad is a complete smart ass in general, and he always something to say...   And it's not  usually nice.   I pity the highschoolers that will get him when my dad starts teaching. XD   Though why ANYONE would want to teach Science is beyond me, I think he feels the same way when it comes to the Grammar part of English.    The reading stories is the easy part, the rest of it is what drives us both up the wall. >.<

And the only thing that makes me apprehensive about teaching is, you can't use anything you learn in college.    All you're doing is teaching the stardized skills for those damnable tests!    Just so you know, I hate standarized tests...    They are evil and should be destroyed.

In other news, I do have a writing journal where I'm currently working OCs/Fan Characters Themes.     Though they're not 100 theme types.    They're 7 Characters with 20 themes each.

Naruto: Ikou Haien
Bleach: Tarou Maika
Avatar the Last Airbender: Ursa the Avatar (original version)
Angel (not an anime, real action series that used to be on): Dannae the Seer
Charmed (not an anime again): Pen (no not Pein, Pen, short for Penelope)
Samurai Deeper Kyo: Kaia
Rurouni Kenshin: Haruhi

It is all located at writernin23
Enjoy!